To all of the Louise trackers out there…I will be out of town this upcoming week so there will not be any updates. I will be in touch with Bill while I am gone so if there is any significant news on Louise I will try to post. However, I do not expect there to … Continue reading For the Louise Trackers
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Scars
Everyone has scars. Some of them are physical, like when they cut disease out of your body, or when you have an accident. Some of them are scars of the heart, like when you go through a divorce, or loose someone you love to death. Life is flowing along smoothly when it is abruptly interrupted. … Continue reading Scars
Old Tricks
Louise is up to her old tricks. The doctor said she could cut her steroid in half, because she complained that it made her too hungry. She took that to mean she only takes it every other day. Ray explained that it actually means that she is to take half a pill once a day. … Continue reading Old Tricks
Louise Update
I am finally updating everyone on Louise. I know it has been awhile, but that is good news not bad. She is going to radiation everyday. She is tired, but not completely exhausted. Her hair is thinning but not bald. Her spirits are good for the most part, other than her usual frustrations with her … Continue reading Louise Update
Lesson 16- Stay Transparent and Vulnerable
I haven’t been completely honest with you. Oh, I was honest about coming off of my cholesterol meds. I was honest about cutting my diabetes meds in half. The CA125 (tumor blood test) really was half of what it was last time I had it. All of my blood results really did amaze my doctors; … Continue reading Lesson 16- Stay Transparent and Vulnerable
Lesson 15- Keep Hope
I gained two pounds. It was bound to happen. Summers are not structured enough for me to keep up my regular routine, no matter how hard I try. What has surprised me however, is not the gain itself but my reaction to it. My mind wanted to quit. How odd that I can loose 44 … Continue reading Lesson 15- Keep Hope
Radiation update
Yesterday I found out that if you already have bruises on both arms the people in the lab take drawing your blood much more seriously. The lady I got yesterday said, “Whoa…what happened here?” I told her that I had a CT scan on Monday and that these marks were all the places they missed. … Continue reading Radiation update
Louise Update
I have been out of town for a couple of days…college looking with William. I cannot believe that he is a senior and we are doing the college search again. Time flies. I wanted to update you on Louise. She continues to go to radiation each day. Yesterday Bill took her. He said she is … Continue reading Louise Update
Needle phobia
There is a technique in Psychology called flooding. In theory, if you are afraid of something and you face it head on you will learn that it is not as scary as your irrational fears are making it out to be. Therefore, if you are afraid of spiders you might go into a room filled … Continue reading Needle phobia
Inspiration
I met some women today who inspired me. Two of them are multiple year walkers of the 3-day. One is a repeater from 9 years ago. We walked 8 ½ miles together on a training walk. Along the way, I told my story, and listened to theirs. The woman who is repeating this year after … Continue reading Inspiration