Today was a better day.  Emotionally I felt better and my lessons went well.  There is still tension at work but today it didn’t get me like yesterday.  I am not in charge of the world…I know you are all glad to hear that one!  I can only do what I can do.  I know that in my head but my heart struggles with it sometimes.  I always think there should be more I can do.  I came home today for a nap and that always helps to put perspective on things.  God is still in control of my activities and he knows exactly what I need.  He will show me how to use my new outlook on life without overstepping.  Live fully…without killing yourself. 

My father-in-law is in the hospital.  He was having severe abdominal pain…I feel for him.  They don’t know why but they think it is an obstruction.  They are doing more tests to determine if he needs surgery or not.  The tests they have run so far don’t show them much.  Please pray for him and for my mom-in-love too.  We are all tired of the hosptial waiting room.