Today I have felt more normal than I have in a while.  We went to the store and my incision is feeling better.  The nurse came and changed the dressing and there was no pain!!!  She even commented that it is probably better that we got rid of the wound-vac because my anxiety level has dropped enormously…ya think???  The reaction from the tape is better and I napped today on my SIDE not my back!  It is my hope that this continues until chemo starts.  I have some dear friends coming to cook with me tomorrow to put up food in the freezer.  That will allow the kids to cook more and depending on my reaction to chemo it will keep me from having to do alot of cooking.  We will be filling my freezer…yeah!  Normal is a really great feeling.